走出羞愧的陰霾    繁體中文版

1. 兒時記憶
2. 我知道，我沒有家了
3. 我生命中最重要的三個字
4. 一切從此變了
5. 無法回頭的一步
6. 墮胎
7. 解脫，一陣子
8. 真愛遍尋不果
9. 挨打
10. 第二次死刑
11. 無聲的哀悼
12. 最後一搏
13. 尋找答案
14. 重新出發
15. 美麗的過渡
16. 無法寬恕是毒藥
17. 自由就在這裡
18. 原諒自己
19. 孩子治癒了我
20. 我的父親
21. 說再見
22. 終點．起點
23. 新生命

《Walking out of Secret Shame》  Jennifer Heng 

     Jennifer was everything a young attractive girl could be. Friendly, respectful and kind, she was well liked by many. Yet emptiness and sorrow still gnawed at her. This is the gripping story of a girl who looked for love in all the wrong places. Pregnant twice as a teenager, Jennifer aborted both babies, bringing her down the long road of guilt and shame. After years of remorse mixed with self-reproach and self-justification, she finally released all the pain. Armed with a new perspective of life and strength to face the future, Jennifer no longer lived in hidden shame and guilt over her sins. But every day she had to make a difficult choice to cower and hide in the shadows or to step out with her head held high. Step by step, Jennifer learned to walk out of her secret shame and torment. Relying on the help of her God and loved ones, she broke free from the darkness of guilt and self-pity. Read about how she fought and defeated the demons of her past to emerge stronger and more aware of who she is.